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[Dec. 31st, 2008|01:46 am] |
going to get my FOID card and shoot everyone.
In the leg, not the arm and I will pin a letter on them when they are incapasitated that says "I wasn't trying to kill, just maim." So it will be a .45 so it leaves a big fucking hole and they will remember me forever and everything they've ever done manifests in a big gaping hole. Fuck ALL of you, expect a hole soon. |
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[Dec. 25th, 2008|03:25 am] |
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no I am not fucking ok. |
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| From A Stumbleupon Poster |
[Apr. 24th, 2008|10:20 am] |
You May be Brainwashed by Corporate Media if You:
... believe the 5 corporations who own almost all of the media in the U.S. are liberal.
... believe $300 billion of U.S. tax money, allocated for the war and reconstruction in Iraq is actually going to Iraq .
... are unaware Iraq had 650 million barrels of oil in reserve just before the war in Iraq .
... are unaware at least $8.8 billion is known to be missing in Iraqi oil revenue from the period the U.S. was in control of Iraq .
... are unaware 198 million in Iraqi dollars is missing from the Iraq treasury from the period the U.S. was in control of Iraq .
... are unaware that war is exceptionally profitable for a small number of investors.
... believe Halliburton's no-bid contracts have nothing to do with former CEO, now Vice President Dick Cheney.
... are unaware that the Iraq war is the biggest case of war profiteering in human history.
... believe Saddam Hussein or Iraq had anything to do with 9/11, Al Qaeda or Osama bin Laden.
... are unaware the U.S. has killed more than 10,000 innocent women and children in Iraq with cluster bombs and depleted uranium munitions.
... believe depleted uranium weapons are not radioactive or deadly weapons of mass destruction (they are 12% less radioactive than nuclear weapons grade uranium and very deadly).
... believe wealthy, warmongers can also be true Christians.
... are unaware stem cell research threatens the pharmaceutical industry by curing and preventing diseases which drug companies profit from by treating with drugs.
... are unaware the pharmaceutical industry is based entirely on treatment and is threatened by cures and prevention.
... are unaware the Food and Drug Administration does NO testing of food or drugs. They only set guidelines and review the testing corporations do of their own products.
... are unaware the Medicare Prescription Drug and Modernization Act has been 're- estimated' to cost U.S. taxpayers $1.3 Trillion (not the original $243 billion or the 'adjusted' $400 billion), and only pharmaceutical corporations and HMOs benefit from the increase.
... are unaware the Boston Tea party was a protest against corporate corruption (East India Company).
... are unaware our founding fathers intentionally made sure that corporations had no power over people or our government.
... are unaware corporations have fought aggressively and systematically over the past 200 years to increase their power and influence over our government.
... are unaware U.S. corporations are now protected under the 14th amendment as a legal 'person.'
... are unaware the definition of fascism is: 'The marriage of corporation and state' -- Benito Mussolini.
... are unaware well known U.S. corporate interests attempted a military coup against Franklin Roosevelt in 1933.
... are unaware most corrupt and wasteful government projects are run primarily by corporate contractors.
... are unaware 'less government' means paying corporate contractors three times what we pay government workers to do the same work.
... are unaware American corporations behave very differently in other countries.
... are unaware Enron and others were NOT investigated until they collapsed under the weight of their own greed.
... are unaware Bush's massive tax cuts were invested overseas to build sweat shops, factories and other facilities, where our jobs have been outsourced.
... are unaware outsourcing American jobs weakens labor unions and keeps wages low and corporate profits high .
... are unaware weak enforcement of immigration laws lowers wages in the U.S. and increases corporate profits.
... are unaware 'Free Trade' means 'Slave Wages' to poor people in Honduras, Bangladesh, China, Malaysia, Burma, Cambodia, Dominican Republic, Colombia, Philippines, Thailand, Pakistan, Sri Lanka, Indonesia, Nepal, El Salvador, Guatemala, Burma, Cambodia, Laos, Vietnam and others.
... believe America is hated all over the world because of our freedom.
... believe the massive U.S. national debt (now $7,786,000,000,000) created by Republican presidents Reagan, Bush and Bush does not seriously threaten the future of our children and grandchildren.
... are unaware massive national debt ensures the expansion of poverty, which keeps wages low, which increases corporate profits.
... are unaware widespread poverty keeps wages low and corporate profits high.
... are unaware weak gun control laws perpetuate violence in poor neighborhoods which expands poverty, reduces wages and increases corporate profits.
... are unaware abortions go down only when we reduce poverty, expand healthcare and improve education.
... are unaware that making abortion illegal expands poverty which reduces wages and increases corporate profits.
... believe the Michael Jackson trial deserved more news coverage than the genocide of 400,000 people in Darfur , Sudan.
... believe Social Security is the biggest priority in America .
... are unaware privatizing Social Security would be a massive give away to experienced Wall Street investors that would also destabilize Social Security.
... are unaware that NOT funding 'No Child Left Behind' is dismantling funding for schools in poor neighborhoods, which expands poverty, lowers wages and increases corporate profits.
... are unaware the Healthy Forests Initiative has led to massive clear cutting of prime lumber and almost none of the forest fire prevention that it was sold on.
... are unaware the Clear Skies Initiative has increased pollution.
... are unaware Tort Reform will absolve corporations of massive negligent liabilities for things like asbestos exposure, pollution, mercury poisoning, hazardous waste, mad cow disease and all sorts of dangerous products and practices.
... are unaware mercury pollution (mostly from coal fired power plants and medical vaccines) has caused an epidemic of Autism, ADD and ADHD in the U.S.
... are unaware the Bush administration is dismantling three decades of US environmental protection.
... believe global warming is a rumor or conspiracy.
... are unaware 'Global Warming' is causing colder weather because the melting ice caps are cooling the gulf stream.
... believe the science of evolution is less valid than literal fundamentalist interpretation of creationism.
... believe the UN scandals could have taken place without the largest, most influential member and host nation being involved.
... believe making a war monger ambassador to the UN will help prevent more wars.
... are unaware that expanding equal rights to any segment of the population (including gay people) also expands economic opportunity and puts pressure on wages, which would reduce corporate profits.
If you believe Fox News is fair and balanced, you have been brainwashed by corporate owned media. |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 13th, 2008|02:25 pm] |
"That Sucks"
Poverty?
"That Sucks"
Child Abuse?
"That Sucks"
Rape?
"That Sucks"
Discrimination?
"That Sucks"
Genocide?
"That Sucks"
When will people pull their heads out of their asses and come up with a half way intelligent way to express feelings of distate other than "That Sucks"?
And if all you can say is, "That Sucks" then why probably don't care or don't understand.
If you don't understand or really know, ask fucking questions. And if you don't care, explain yourself.
I'm tired of hearing "That Sucks". Vocalize people. You were granted the gift of speech and none of you seem to want or have the true abilitiy to use it. |
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| A Writing Exercise |
[Jan. 28th, 2008|02:05 pm] |
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My Perfect Life- I don’t need to be rich. Just comfortable. I don’t want stock options, a 401k, or a CD or any of those things. Just concrete things earned by hard work. I want to sell a number of books and become moderately successful while doing it and gain some fame in the process. I want to retire from writing due to necessity into writing for the love of it at a young age, living the rest of my days publishing a book every 5 or so years and when I don’t have it in me, no one is nudging me towards a due date. I want to marry my lover out of college and have a wedding that everyone talks about for years to come. I want to see all of Europe before age 30, all of Asia before 40. We’ll live in comfortable succession of apartments or perhaps condos until I sell a book or two. Once we have a little stack of cash to call our own I would very much love nothing more than to have a Queen Anne Victorian home with a basement to renovate on our own and an attic with which to do the same. I want a garden. I need a garden. To grow my own vegetables, some fruits, cooking and magick herbs with enough room left over for the beauty of fresh cut flowers to put in the kitchen every morning. I’d like a study and of course our bedroom, the children’s rooms and then perhaps a library and craft room from the renovated basement, the attic serving as an escape with fluffy floor cushions and an Arabian flavor. I want my days to be filled with sewing projects and maybe a home business of clothing design. As I age, I might like to open a homeopathic shop that people travel to for the amazing lotions, soaps, papers, remedies and advice. I want to home school my children to be loving activist intellectuals with a creative flair. I want to foster animals that have been abandoned and neglected and have a little menagerie of my own. I’d like to own a country home in Cork, Ireland where we spend summers and immerse our children and ourselves in European culture. I would love nothing more than have the money to open a free venue and donations based café, all the proceeds going to various charities of my choosing. I’d like to continue my activist ventures, as well as my punk ones, until I am too old to do so. I want to die surrounded by friends at a large party, laughing until I fall over dead. |
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| Book Journal |
[Jan. 18th, 2008|02:13 pm] |
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January 18- Mirror Mirror- Gregory Maguire DONE
January 28- Debunking History, Ed Rayner and Ron Stapley DONE
March 3- Anthem, Ayn Rand DONE
March 5- Wild Years the Life and Myth of Tom Waits, Jay S. Jacobs DONE
March 15- Invisible Monsters- Chuck Palahniuk DONE
March 15- My Antonia- Willa Cather DONE
March 25- Wild Irish- Robin Maxwell DONE
March 31- Fury- Salmon Rushdie DONE
April 7- Middle Sex- Jeffrey Eugenides DONE
April 17- Sweet Hereafter- Russel Banks DONE (Note to self, no more long breaks.)
April 24- Skin Deep- Karol Griffin DONE
Mar 14- That Takes Ovaries! (more on this later, NOTE TO SELF, THE INTERNET IS A FUCKING DISTRACTION!)
June 7th- One Flew Over the Cuckoos Nest DONE June 10th- Bastard out of Carolina- Dorothy Allison DONE June 18th- The Crucible- Arthur Miller DONE June 19th- I, Elizabeth - Rosalind Miles
Breakfast of Champions
Persepolis
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| fuck. |
[Jan. 5th, 2008|05:34 pm] |
I fucking despise small children. I hate them.
Hate. Hate. Hate.
I ESPECIALLY HATE SPOILED AND OR RETARDED CHILDREN. |
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| Gloria |
[Dec. 23rd, 2007|09:01 pm] |
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I'm currently laying in my boyfriends bed, half playing Kingdom of Loathing, half reading LJ posts. But mostly, I'm watching him. He's reading. Something he never ever did when I met him. He bought a book today. Something he's done maybe once since i've met him. It's a U.S history book. He wants to learn about history. It makes me tear up a bit because I've known for so long he had this beautiful abundance of scholarly aspiration in him but no one would encourage him enough for it to come out. I give him books, I show him books, I encourage him to read constantly. I listen to what he has to say about them and offer opinions and he offers them right back and I intend on reading every book he has so I can discuss them with him and he'll be encourage to read more and more and learn more and more.
I can't help but feel I've had a part in all this. The development of another living breathing human being into a more informed individual. I swell with pride. I want to cry a little out of joy, knowing that this man I'm looking at right now finally has the self confidence to pick up a book and read without telling me that he can't he can't he can't. All he ever use to tell me way back when is I can't I can't I can't. I'm too dumb, too unmotivated, not good enough at it, etc.
Well now he knows he is.
He walked into his room today with a milk crate.
"What's that for?"
"My books."
"Hm?"
"Well, I'm going to buy more and I figured I should have a place to put them."
I swell.
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| Hate. |
[Jul. 25th, 2007|09:57 am] |
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My complete and utter disgust for Christianity, particularly Protastants calling themselves evangelists, born-agains, and fundamentalists, knows no bounds.
If I ruled the world, children of all the brainwashing Christian freaks would be removed from the home and given an accelerated education to make up for the brainwashing highly focusing on logic, problem solving, and science.
Anyone who claims bigotry is OK in the name of God will be tortured mercilessly untill they slip into a painful, cold and lonely death.
Anyone who thinks my life, beliefs, practices or words are ANY of their buisness will suffer a similar fate only AFTER they have sat through an intense reeducation process inwhich we do not brainwash them into a liberal agenda, but one in which we tear apart the bible and all of their bigoted and sexist outdated beliefs and show them the way of scientific facts. If after them, they still hold those ridiculou Prot beliefs, THEN they will be tortured to death. Only in the event of intellectual evolution will they be allowed back into society.
Anyone who has protested against a gay marriage, abortion clinic, sexual event, book, movie, or play will be taken to reeducation and those who fail to accept the truth will be shot. Not because I don't believe in the fundamental right to protest and assemble but because that points to an OBVIOUS bigoted and ignorent opinion.
It's not that I am afraid of those who's opinons differ from mine, Im just sickened at the idea of bigotry and complete and utter iggnorence mascarading around as a kind and loving religion. If you believe in God, that's great. Good for you, you have the strength to have faith. But anyone who takes that ridiculous rag called the bible for truth is a complete moron.
Christians are really a bunch of children who are stuck listening to the same fairty tales over and over again and come to accept them as a sick and twisted reality. |
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| People! |
[Jul. 20th, 2007|01:27 pm] |
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We are FOUR months and a year away from election day people.
Eight years of electing ignorence over intelligence.
Eight years of favoring the rich over the poor.
Eight years of allowing cheap jokes and down home quips to overcome the voice of reason.
Eight years of accepting lies and allowing the media to collect them and spoon feed them too us in a pre-packaged array made to inspire fear and unwavering allegance.
Eight years of allowing a collections of men and women to collectively overturn the plan the original American fathers had for their potentionally great country.
Eight years of allowing Bush to murder our sons and send them to fight under the impression they were fighting for peace and not oil.
Eight years of allowing criminals to be in control of our money, our laws, our jobs and our lives.
Eight years of soaring unemployment rates, eviction notices, foreclosures and bankrupcies.
Eight years of allowing a Christian agenda to infiltrate our schools, our goverment, our laws and our SUPREME COURT.
Where were you four years ago when you had the chance to put the lesser of two evils into office?
Where the fuck were you?
Where were you when rock the vote promised our angry young people would come out and vote?
A little over 20 percent of you votes.
This year, are you going to allow yet another CRIMINAL into office?
I WILL FUCKING DRIVE YOU TO A POLL
I WILL FILL OUT AN ABSENTEE BALLOT FOR YOU
WHATEVER IT TAKES.
Put Barack in office. A man who fights for the poor, women, and ingnores a racist, sexist, homophobic agenda that a facist has put into place.
FUCK FACISM.
FUCK MR.BUSH.
FUCK AN UNJUST AMERICA.
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| Politically Correctness |
[Apr. 13th, 2007|04:32 am] |
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"All of them are still not been renovated."-CNN Correspondent. Moron.
He was reporting on the Rutgers basketball shit with Imus.
Ok, here's my take.
Fuck you, you slimy, politically correct little mother fuckers. How the hell is a guy suppose to make a fucking joke now without having to worry about having to some overly sensative pricks crying to the news, or their mommies or their bosses or teachers about how this person offended them by saying this.
You know what? Life sucks, get a fucking helmet. Free speech is a goddamn birth right and if you don't like it go somewhere that freespeech is frowned upon (too late, not officially though, yet.) and pull your pussy bullshit their. Only there, if you tell your boss some man called you a fag (keep in mind you aren't gay.), they will beat your ass and and proceed to tell you "get back to work, pussy." It's people like you that make me want to live in the goddamn fifties where a guy could refer to another person as "that colored guy" or "that sweet blonde with the amazing sweater puppets" and not get sued and/or fired.
I mean, what the fuck? When did everyone just castrate themselves and decide to become a pussy? Did I miss the fucking band wagon? Where the hell was I when we had the meeting about all becoming big, giant, walking, talking, suing, complaining vaginas? I'd like to fucking know.
Imus, your comment may have been slightly off color and on the seemingly racist side, but it was obviously a fucking joke. I'm truly sorry of some politically correct pussies took it otherwise.
UPDATE: I guess, during the meeting with Imus, the fucking Rutgers girls fucking CRIED.
Yor bitches make me ashamed to be a girl. What the FUCK is wrong with you? You're going to fucking cry over some dumb old guys comments about you being nappy headed? What. The. Fuck.
UPDATE 2: Those fuckers fired him. For talking. Fuck. That.
Oh and that stupid insult to females everywhere of a basketball coach said "We'd like to move foreward and let the healing process begin." FUCK YOU BITCH. The healing process? No one fucking raped you bitch. No one fucking killed your parents and ate your children. THEY CALLED YOU A NAME, BOO FUCKING HOO. America has turned into a first grade class, and cops and laywers are the new teachers. I hope there is a God, and he fucking hates all of you.
I hate humanity.
Over and out.
-Lanna |
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[Dec. 29th, 2006|02:26 am] |
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I love Denis Leary far too much.
I wish I could marry that man.
But I'll settle for that other Irish boy.
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[Nov. 28th, 2006|04:31 pm] |
I just got my licence.
Woot!
After MUCH pain and suffering.
However, I am going to finish cleaning my room and go poop before I go driving.
Cause that's just the kinda girl I am. |
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[Nov. 19th, 2006|04:04 am] |
Why are people so attached to another?
How can one person be so attached to another?
Why do people feel like they are slipping through my fingers?
And they don't care?
Life is generally good.
Some exceptions provided. |
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[Oct. 29th, 2006|03:27 am] |
I think for a year or maybe less, maybe more, I'll go to Ireland and look for Travellers, and join up with them.
End up in France for a bit, maybe Norway or something. I'd prefer France.
Live on a boat.
It'd be glorious.
I'd never be alone.
And I do so love the ocean. And staying put in one place is so boring.
I have a feeling I will one day have wanderlust. |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 3rd, 2006|07:36 am] |
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No school.
I got there and realized.
It was..a awful nice surprise.
And now, I'm going to spend my morning listening to rap and cleaning.
Go fuck yourselves.
I only love Steve.
And Ali.
And The Damages.
And Leesa.
And..well..a lot of people. Shut the fuck up.
Someone buy me caffinated soap!
http://www.thinkgeek.com/caffeine/accessories/5a65/
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[Sep. 26th, 2006|11:48 pm] |
My problem is, I take everything and anything and immediately want to save it.
I can't walk into a animal rescue center and not want to cry walking out without every animal in my company.
I want to give everyone a love they deserve and I know I can't.
And that hurts. |
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| BOOBS! |
[Sep. 18th, 2006|11:42 pm] |
See? If you're like me, you automatically jumped to read this entry. Why is it boobs are mentioned or depicted in any way, shape or form we (I) automatically jump to look?
I was sifting through an artists website ( http://www.michaelmichaelmotorcycle.com/ ) and there were a buncha links to paintings I coulda picked, but no, I clicked the boobs.
So, I didn't really make a real entry about this weekend though I probably should have because it was truly lovely.
Friday was spent with, who else, Mr. Steven William Baldwin.
The eve of his 18th birthday.
Sequence of events:
We were rummaging around in my sack of ideas (my brain) for something to do and oddly enough my conversation with Remy about Animal Island and I suggested we stop in.
That turned into, Hey! Let's get Lukey (Stevies little brother) a fish! Then that turned into, Hey! Let's get a fish! Hey, that's my fish!
We named him Shaipoopi.(Sha-BOO-pee) He is gold and once lived in small bowl with a rocket and, with Stevies help, moved up in the world and now lives in a GIANT tub that once housed movies. We plan to soon move him into a sub-complex with rocks and a nice little pirate ship.
Animal Island is also now the place at which all my dreams are made and, abruptly, broken.
Meet Gertrude. An eight-week-old pot-bellied pig. She is still at Animal Island and there is a waiting list for piggies, but since she's balck and white no one wants her.
All those fashionista trendy fucks want pink pigs.
Well, Gertrude kicks more ass than any whiney little preppy pig. I want her more than anything I've ever wanted in my life.
Animal Island was also home to: A 50 dollar electric pink fish I want, two baby kittens, and a ferret.
Want. Animals. Now.
I miss haviing kities. I miss my Louie. Want him now. I raised him for fucks sake, it's like birthing than raising a kid for like five years then someone taking him away when it's just getting good and saying sorry motherfucker he's mine now.
Anyway, after that, we brought him home and through a series of events, a fight ensued and Stevie left. I saved his birthday by making him go home and we travelled to Omega.
I wore a princess crown and pink driving gloves. At 12:20 midnight, on September 16th, Stevie was served Banana pancakes and sung happy birthday by many.
I love my babeh.
I'll finish writing this later, I'm going to bed.
Ok, it's the 19th now and I'll finish my story. Not that anyone cares.
Ok, so the 16th came and it was Babeh's birthday. There was a Fisticuffs/ Damages show.
Exboyfriend was there.
It was kind of hilarious. I don't know why he'd show his face. Especially with that thing on his arm. Steve thinks he was trying to make me jealous, but my reasoning against this would be the fact that I dumped him, I don't give a shit about him, and didn't for a long time before I dumped him, oh and who could be jealous of that monster. I wish I could remember what Stevie called her, but it was hilarious.
Oh, and also, I'm sorry but I prefer my men NOT to look like they still look they are six year olds (PARTED bowl cut, and he doesn't inhale when he smokes I noticed.).
It's all just a funny thought that I wasted almost a year with that idiot. And what a waste it was. Oh well, I got to know Stevie better.
Anywho, after the show we all went up to the Omega, good times ensued. I made a rockin toast.
Everything was wonderful.
I love him more than anyone I've ever loved in my entire life.
And that's no fucking lie.
I've never resented or hated him or hated the fact he was a pussy or something other like that.
I almost feel bad for lieing to myself for 8 months.
Night.
Lanna.
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[Sep. 18th, 2006|12:05 am] |
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I am on page fifty-nine of American Skin.
And I already feel like im reading Salinger again.
And I love it.
This man will one day soon be my teacher.
That's glorious.
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